Sunday, November 12, 2006

Crying when reading Billy's xanga

When i should be doing my history Annotated Bibliography, i was clicking randomly into ppl's xanga and space...

i went into Billy's xanga, and half way through reading it, i started crying... because what he wrote is so true... I know what he is going throught right now, and i know it's hard for him... even though our relationship never worked out years ago, but i still love him as a friend... as much as he doesn't think he is a good friend, but... in fact, he is... he was there on the phone to wait until i stop crying, then he will ask me what's wrong and will even call back in a few hours to see if i was okay.... maybe if it worked out between us back then, he could be a really good boyfriend... why didn't i treasure it when i had the chance, so i don't have to regret it now........

Maybe it's all suppose to happen that way, so i could be here for him as a friend now... n try to help him get throught this right now. I really hope he can get throught this, i know it's hard, but i still hope that he will hang in there... i'll always pray for him........

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