Another crazy and sleepless night....

that pic is pretty close to what i look and am doing right now.... i have to go into waterloo for townwest tmr...
actually... before that, i have to go to my 8am boring theatre admin class first... n then my kai sis is driving into loo... which is good that i am not driving so i can sleep in the car for a bit......
actually.. even before going to class.. i have to finish my history Annotated Bibliography by tonite...... ARGH~~~~ i wonder if i will get any sleep done tonight.... i had ONE hour last nite.... but cus i came to dt today already... so i should be able to sleep for at least 2 or 3 gea... hopefully... cus i don't have to get up until 7:45am... unlike if i am at home, i will have to get up at 5:45am.... ai.... ><" anyways... back to work..... i'll add more probably later when i go instant again.... lol...... Back la... @2:00am....
i rmb when i talked on the phone with my kai sis today, she asked me... "Is school work really worth staying up all night and not sleeping?"... maybe to some ppl, it's not... but to me, somehow... i dont' know why.. it is... i am not sure if i really care about school and marks that much.. but before, i will think, at least i should complete it... i don't recall that i have handed any assignment in late and got 10% off... maybe once.. last yr at humber.. at the crazy 2 weeks.... but ONE last assignment is probably the max in my entire school life.

But then.. now, in university... i kind of think differently... in a way... that i think i should complete assignments on time.. AND i should do my best in each and evrey assignemnt... probably it's cause they r worth much more than they were in high school or college... but i think... i am mature enough now... i know i should do well in school... going to school is not just about attending all the classes... but also about working hard and doing well on assignments....
Now, even if i am 90% done an assignment, if i don't like it.. or i think i can do it better... i will restart the entire essay even if it was 3am in the morning... So what it's i don't get any sleep... i think an good mark is worth all the sleepless nights....

If you ask me... i will even say.. i think right now, i will put my schoolwork infront of someone i like.... not that he is not important to me.... but, i just think.... i should concentrate in school right now... but i think, if i always get upset at stuff that is related to him... if i concentrate in school, i will be able to put the unhappy aside... maybe he is what makes me want to do well in school now.... maybe that's a good thing after all..........

@ 5:54am
ARGh~~~ so mad at myself.... i fell asleep!!!!! for like 2 hrs.... but my thing is not done yet!!! ARGH~~~~ i was going to take a 15 min nap... turned out to be 2 hrs!!!! ARGH!!!! plus... i think i got a cold now... not feeling too well.... ARGH!!!!