Jeff Kwok

Jeff was my elementary, high school schoolmate, we were family friends and on our own, we were good friends too... to me, he was always like a family member, a relative that i don't see often... everytime we see each other, there was never any time gap between us... we were always so close, we can talk about anything... friendship, relationships, family, work, any sort of problems.

I have so much memoires of him... like he said in my friendster's testi a long time ago... i've known him since i can remember...

JeFF Posted 11/5/2004
heheheeh.... im goin 2 be the first 1 2 write u a testi wahahahhahaaaha....
hmmm.... wing wing... kno her ever since like i can remember.... like in
public skool i think... its so long ago... now she sits beside me in
calculus class... hahhahaha... its funi..... all those jokes.... and
talkin.... hahhhahahhaa... anywas...meme go sin... latz.... *maybe
sometimes we can watch VCDs hehehe*

I remember how we used to argue about so many stupid things in gr 6 when we go on those boring family trips... i remember how we used to argue even in front of our parents too.... we were so mo liu and stupid back then... omg....

As we grow up into gr 7 and gr8, we got closer since we were both in Ms. Bitch's class.... and we go on so many school's field trips, we know each other more then... n then now, when we go to those boring family dinners, i remember once, we sat in the basement of an auntie and we just played with his little brother and some of the kids.. but after awhile, they left us, and we just started chatting... about what? i dont' rmb... just things... n that's when we started getting close... at least to a pt where i could call us "friends".... n then since then, when he comes over to myhouse for family dinners again, we would hide in my room and ignore all the kids....

In Gr9, we got even closer together... i dont' rmb if we had any classes together... probably not from my memory... but i remember how we used hang out and stuff.... and the greatest memory i had of him in gr9 was that he helped me scared away this guy name Alfred... that guy was in my tues nite Jap class.... n the jeff came to class with me one night to scared him away for me.. but then, that guy didn't show up at class that day... so jeff ended up didn't do anything... but then... that guy ended up showing up at the end of class with a flower for me... anyways... off topic....

After that, i saw him a randomly at school... but we never chatted or talked anymore.... cus we hang out with different groups of ppl then.... Since i grad from uhs, i bumpped into him a couple of times when i went back to uhs to visit agnes and shermie... a few times, i stayed and chatted with him for awhile...

But then, i did bump into him a lot of times during a period of time....

JeFF Posted 5/6/2005
waaa..... ah wing.... i couldnt believe i alwas see u where ever i go lor....
hahahha.... yau see u hai unionville festival gor dou... hahahhhahaha.... if lay
go out again mo ya jo ga wa.... give me a call lor... hehehehe.....

The memories i have after that was when i saw him again at Agnus Glen on Dec5, 06.... we chatted for a long time that day... from like 5ish till 9pm... i told him a lot of stuff.. a lot of things that i dn't even tell other ppl.... relationship stuff... family stuff.... n he told me a lot of his things too... i rmb he taught me how not to trust other ppl so easily... he told me about things that he did in the past...

Since that day, we talk on the every night.. even the night of his car accident... every nite he called me, i would be sleeping (or about to sleep).... but he would never care about that.. he would just say, "oh really? anyways..." n then he will make me stay up and talk to him for over 2 hours... for like the first half an hour, i have no memory of what he said, but part of me was still hoping he will hang up and let me go back to sleep... but.. of cus, he won't... n after awhile, i would be competely awake, and we started talking about serious stuff... n everytime he let go of me, i would fall back asleep right away.....

I remember on Friday night, i was still studying in the living room with flora... n he suddenly called me earlier than normal.... n i started talking to him instead of studying for my history final exam... we weren't even talking about serious stuff... he was asking me a lot of IQ qustions... it was so funny... most of them were just stupid questions.... but i laughed so much that night... i had so much fun... all thanks to him....

The night of his accident.... i remember we were talking on the phone that night too... we talked about so much stuff that night... he made a lot of promises that he can never keep.... at the end, he got a call from his friend... n he talked me that he was just going out for a smoke and chatting with him... i told me not to go ga la.. but then, he won't listen.. he just told me that he would just go out for a bit.. n he will find me again later.....

He promised me things that he can't and never will do again.... he said he will find/call me again.... he said he would yell at someone for me.... he would go out with me again.... lots and lots of promises...... I guess he did keep some of them.... i got a call from him... he did come back to find me.... according to science, those things could never be true... he wouldn't have done those things at all.... but to me.. i would like to think that he did... because at least... i would like to think that he keep his promises......