am i human or not?!

i remember back in high school (sometime around gr 11)... there was a time when i was lacking a lot of sleep, so i totally lost my appetite those days... n then a really good friend of mine said that i am not human... LoL~~

this weekend is suppose to be a long weekend, but it doesn't feel like it at all... cus i spent yesterday doing mo liu things... ai~~~ n then last nite, when out with friends... n then i got home at around 1ish... but didn't start doing stuff at 2am... n i was watching tv and doing work at the same time... haha... but last nite, i was really tired already, so i didn't really know what i was doing, or what i was watching... HAHA~~

today i was doing lighting for my friends' show.... OMG... was at the UofT theatre at 9am.... left at around midnite... 15 hrs~!!!! ARGH~~~~ oh yea... plus i didn't have breakfast this morning (cus it was too early.. too lazy to cook/eat)... no breakfast, no lunch, no dinner... but then when i got home, i wasn't really hungry or anything... cus i didn't eat anything for about 24 hrs... so eating again was kind of hard, but my aunt made some congee... so i ate a bowl of that... but now, my stomach hurts... i should have just went to bed after showering... so then at least now i won't be sitting here waiting for my hair to dry again... i think my hair still needs another 2, 3 hrs before i can sleep..... -_-"....

i have been lacking a lot of sleep this week, i don't even remember when was the last time i slept "peacefully".... LoL... i feel like i am not 'human' again... cus of no sleep and no food... haha~~~

anyways... i am watching tv rite now.. but then most of the time.. i am not watching it.. my eyes r closed, and i am just listening to the audio.... n i think sooner or later, i will just fall asleep on the sofa again.... haha...